Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Bad day @ school.
Dear blog,
I really had a bad and lousy day at school after reading some nasty comments on facebook and had a small quarrel with a couple of school mates. Though i was just trying to defend myself while they are trying to hit on my weakness. But after everything was over, I just feel like all the joy and happiness just been drain out of me and covered with sadness and sorrow in my soul.
Sometimes i wish some people would stop joking around with relationship, and learn to take relationship seriously for a change. But if you ask me, i would say it's ok to joke about non sensitive stuff but some topics like sex and relationship is kind of personal and sensitive to some people, not all people are ok to joke about sex and relationship.
That's it for my bad day @ school.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Final Entreprunership Presentation Day
Had a great day presentation the final business plan. Then went for .net tutorial class to go thru some questions. Then had economic rice for lunch and head for practical class, tried the practical but end up getting error and give up trying. And i got back my OS quiz 2 result, surprisingly i failed half mark. Also out of the blue, i found 1 dollar when i moved the keyboard to make space for my laptop. So i keep it since i found it and dunno whose 1 dollar is it. Then stayed back till about 7+ pm to try to enhance my project but only manage to get little progress.
Came back home, changed and had dinner. Then continue trying to enhance my project and still i got little progress and hit new errors. Kind of depressing for me for not being able to find the resolution to those annoying error which i have no clue about. So tomorrow i don't have any new to present to my project supervisor. Also i told my team mate that i can't integrate with since i am not able to solve the error on my own. So here and then, i just going to listen to christian worship to find peace for my soul who is so distress for the past few weeks. Inside of me is like dying, waiting for someone to rescue me. I guess in the end programming is my worst area that i could be in.
If given a choice for project modules, i would not want it. Cause the process is painful and agonizing to weak programmer like me...=.='
Labels: disappointment in debugging.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Caught Off Guard Trice
Woke up this morning @ 9 plus, left for school around 10am. Check my email for school then surf FB for awhile before head off for Lecture. After lecture was over, went for lunch then went back to my block to find a spot to surf FB again till i went for another lecture. Then i went up to a classroom to surf FB again while surfing FB, I entered a link which i should not have entered. The link was about a molestation case, which lead me back to my old self
After reading the molestation case, my emotions overboard my conviction and logic causing me to commit a sin which i could have avoided. So after having committed that sin, I humbled myself before God and seek his forgiveness for this sin i committed and re-commit myself again to keep the promise to stay faithful in him again.
So after having saying the sinner's pray, i went off to take a train home to wait for dinner to be ready.
That's all for today. Will be updating next time.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Movie Plan Screwed Up...=.=
Woke up at morning at 8.20am, had a small breakfast with a slice of bread and butter along with fresh milk. Took my vitamin D pills with the fresh milk. Headed for shower then move off for school via Train. Arrived in class just about 5mins late but thankfully attendance still taken. So during tutorial went thru some questions to understand the concept of HCI which stands for human computer interaction. So after tutorial was over, went to search for a empty spot to use my laptop, which I found in the printing room.
So I used my laptop for some Diablo character training till about 12 something. So after which I went off to kou fu to eat my bunch of banana which I bought this morning from a fruit stall near my house. So after having that bunch of banana I also bought a cup of lime juice to had after having the banana. So after lunch I headed off to the MRT station to head down to shaw house lido. While waiting for train, I called my buddy to check with him to see if he is on the way, but sadly he got called back for work last mins which totally ruined my movie plan for today. So we chatted awhile till I reach Shaw House lobby area, then I tried calling another friend but sad to say she also rejected to come. So i went up to lido box office ticket area to change for the pair of ticket for pandorum.
After changing the pair of tickets, I went to find a place to sit down and make my temporary blog entry via MS word with this horrible and miserable disappointment feeling in my heart. After which tonight I will be transferring to my real blog account when I get home tonight. And seriously it really suxs when your plan get trashed by someone or something.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Cold Day and Strange Shop assistant guy
Left home about 12.30pm and it was raining heavily outside. As i reach the crossing point of the road, i stepped into the rain puddle that lies in my path. As a result i got my shoe, socks and lower part of my jean wet. I reach school seeing i still have some time before my booking time starts, i decided to have a bowl of red bean soup. When i finish my red bean soup, i head for the discussion room i booked for self revision. When i got the key for the room, i place my stuff inside the room and locked the room. I went to my locker to see if there is any note related to OOAD but all i could find a suggested answer for one of the tutorial question.
So with it i went back to the room to begin my revision. While revising i played some classical music while studying for exam. So i read and try to understand what the slide was explaining till about 6pm. Upon 6pm i pack my stuff and head to a nearest food outlet for dinner. I had beef steak for dinner, was yummy along with 2 side i pick the egg salad and pasta. After dinner was done, i headed to Toa Payoh Central to get my contact lense solution as my previous bottle was used up.
Upon entering the shop which i previously bought my contact lense from, i look at the solution section for abit then was approach by this strange shop assistant guy who gave mi the creep which made mi felt kind of werid. I was thinking to myself, i did not ask to be serve and he was like 'could i help u with anything?' So i ask about the solution and he replied in a strange way which seem hard to understand. So i told he i will look around for abit. After that he suddenly approach mi again ask 'could i help you with anything?' and he also ask 'Am i with the group of ladies' Then i replied no. So to avoid any further conversation with that guy, i just pick up the solution, paid and left the shop.
After i am out of the shop i was thinking to myself that i might not come back to this branch anymore. Along i went to novena station to check out the branch of spectacle hut. I just only view the shop from outside but did not went in. So i head for the bus stop once i had enough of view the shop. So while waiting for bus i tune on to my BoA tracks. So once the bus arrived i board it and went home.
That's all for my "Cold Day and Strange Shop assistant guy" I really really hope, i'll not meet anymore strange guy anymore.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Morning Reflection on Train
This morning woke up and wash up and head off to the train with final fantasy music playing on my laptop. While on the train i went into deep thinking mode. I was thinking and asking myself why am i such a coward in java programing. Am i the fool who cant seem to get thing right everything i look at java codes. So i was really hoping that somehow somewhere i could find my courage and faith to face my darkest hour and break fourth with the undying light. So i just want to create this miracle for my java project within this two days.
So that's about for my morning reflection.
Will pen down my next eventfully or emotionally day in here next time.
So that's about for my morning reflection.
Will pen down my next eventfully or emotionally day in here next time.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Magical Movie Friday
Woke up around 9 something, then had a shower and head off to school for lecture.
Then reach lecture hall and settle down in front on the front row of the seat.
As lecture was coming to a close, i saw the stage team leader who is none other then miss phoon. So i just sit still until she step out of the lecture hall.
Why i sit still until the end is to avoid detection of this spot check of attire. Luckily my bag was infront of my foot so as to hide my slipper behind it. So i sit till Miss phoon and miss Tay were gone then i stood up and pack my stuff and went south canteen to eat the fried bee hoon that my granny wants me to eat. After that went back to level to clear my DBMS practical 11. As i was doing halfway, i asked around for help on one question. So one guy came over to see what i was missing and compare his team solution. So i did a test run of his sql statement and it work. I thanked him for it also. So there and then i made friends with him and his name is called Weng Hao or something. Chatted with him abit then got his msn to keep in touch.
After that i went to print out the ADO.net practical guide as a cheat sheet for the coming C# practical hope it can help me somewhat. After that went to buy a strawberry waffle to munch on while on the way to MRT station. So i also decide to try the circle line for today see if it is better route compare to my usual transfering at dhoby ghaut. Well timing wise is shorter maybe try taking it on monday to school.
Upon reaching home i played dragonica awhile until about 6plus then went to shower and head off to bishan to meet jessie. Waited for her until about 7.20pm then finally we meet. I went to eat my dinner with her at the food junction. I browse thru all the stalls and finally decide to eat the korean bowl rice. It was yummy. Jessie was also kind to treat me green tea. Thanks again Jessie :)
After dinner we went to collect the tickets which i booked online. Then we went walking around the shops in Junction 8 browsing at stuff. After that we went in the cinema to find our seat and chatted abit until the show starts. Once the movie start i just pay attention to the storyline. Some part were f*****(go figure), some part was t*****(go figure) but ya....no spoiler of the contents.
After the show ended we exit the cinema by a door way below the screen. Chatted awhile until we were out of the shopping mall and we parted our ways and went home.
~The end~
Then reach lecture hall and settle down in front on the front row of the seat.
As lecture was coming to a close, i saw the stage team leader who is none other then miss phoon. So i just sit still until she step out of the lecture hall.
Why i sit still until the end is to avoid detection of this spot check of attire. Luckily my bag was infront of my foot so as to hide my slipper behind it. So i sit till Miss phoon and miss Tay were gone then i stood up and pack my stuff and went south canteen to eat the fried bee hoon that my granny wants me to eat. After that went back to level to clear my DBMS practical 11. As i was doing halfway, i asked around for help on one question. So one guy came over to see what i was missing and compare his team solution. So i did a test run of his sql statement and it work. I thanked him for it also. So there and then i made friends with him and his name is called Weng Hao or something. Chatted with him abit then got his msn to keep in touch.
After that i went to print out the ADO.net practical guide as a cheat sheet for the coming C# practical hope it can help me somewhat. After that went to buy a strawberry waffle to munch on while on the way to MRT station. So i also decide to try the circle line for today see if it is better route compare to my usual transfering at dhoby ghaut. Well timing wise is shorter maybe try taking it on monday to school.
Upon reaching home i played dragonica awhile until about 6plus then went to shower and head off to bishan to meet jessie. Waited for her until about 7.20pm then finally we meet. I went to eat my dinner with her at the food junction. I browse thru all the stalls and finally decide to eat the korean bowl rice. It was yummy. Jessie was also kind to treat me green tea. Thanks again Jessie :)
After dinner we went to collect the tickets which i booked online. Then we went walking around the shops in Junction 8 browsing at stuff. After that we went in the cinema to find our seat and chatted abit until the show starts. Once the movie start i just pay attention to the storyline. Some part were f*****(go figure), some part was t*****(go figure) but ya....no spoiler of the contents.
After the show ended we exit the cinema by a door way below the screen. Chatted awhile until we were out of the shopping mall and we parted our ways and went home.
~The end~
